happy ke?

tak tau ada tak org yg pnah rasa apa yg aku rasa skrg...

situation nya :

kita dah tunggu satu benda tu for a very long time, because we thought we would be happy with it. but when the thing is in your hand, you're not that happy. sebelum dapat, mmg siang malam duk mikir...tu la happiness yg kita cari selama ni but sebenarnya we are totally wrong.

ini yg terjadi dalam idup aku sekarang. i've been waiting for almost 3 years, tapi rupanya this is not what i want. well, bukan tak nak, tapi...tah. tak tau. ada suara2 sumbang yg cakap aku tak bersyukur, terpulang. yeah, i know i shoud be thankful. tapi aku rasa camni maybe sebab dah lama sangat kot aku duk tunggu. sampaikan aku rasa mmg dah takde harapan.

peluang hanya datang sekali. kalo ada datang untuk kali kedua ketiga dan seterusnya, it's different. jarang peluang yg sama dtg byk2 kali. so, just take it or leave it.

but aku berpegang pada...

dont take it if you think you will be happy with it,
but take it if you know you will be unhappy without

but i know with the decision that I am about to take, will give me a slight impact especially my financial. takpe la, it's for my future though. so I guess everything will be in order now, even agak lari dr actual planning but still it's on the right track. i have to use my backup plans for now.

so just wait for the big day!!

IKLAN
malam ni duk layan rock kapak zaman 80an/90an...kenangan lama mengusik jiwa